Proem
Lantern at the Threshold
Before forbidden gates the Pilgrim stands, A city wrought of paradox and shade; A lantern shakes within his trembling hands.
Before forbidden gates the Pilgrim stands,
A city wrought of paradox and shade;
A lantern shakes within his trembling hands.
Its flame, a soul by silent anguish made,
Flickers against the depthless shroud of black,
Where whispered truths in scented winds cascade.
The air is laced with promise and attack—
A perfume rich with dreams that dare not die,
Yet fouled by secrets trailing sorrow’s track.
Each breath he takes is drawn with weary sigh,
Metallic with betrayal’s ghosted taste—
A memory that lingers, leech and lie.
The wound he bears is veiled, yet never placed
Beyond the pulse of grief that shapes his path;
Exiled, he roams through silence deep and waste.
By faithless love undone, by judgment’s wrath,
Through ash and night and sunless sands he came,
Till now he halts beneath the city’s math.
He lifts his light—no shield, no boast, no flame—
But still it shines on stones that speak no name.
This is the dream where myths in silence speak,
A city sung in tales that fade with time—
Where soul and shadow share their mirrored cheek.
Its spires, like serpents, climb in curves sublime
To pierce the firmament, now void of light;
Its streets, like thoughts, in spiral sleep align.
No sentry stands to ward the dreamer’s flight,
No hearth - glow greets the stranger’s wary eyes—
Just open archways swallowing the night.
The Pilgrim feels his heart in dread arise,
Yet bound with longing deep as sacred fire;
He knows not if this gate be curse or prize.
The past behind is sealed, no more entire,
And so he stands, not free—but forward drawn—
His lamp a flicker kindled from the mire.
Beneath his feet, the runes are carved and wan,
A script unknown—perhaps a welcome’s dawn,
Perhaps a ward where ancient danger’s pawn.
He steps within—the stone beneath resounds,
As if a cave had stirred to sudden breath;
The city’s dark, attentive, wraps all bounds.
This dark is not mere void, nor passive death,
But lives, it watches, pulses with his tread,
And shares his breath as one who waits beneath.
He lifts the lantern higher o’er his head;
Its meager flame drives back a trembling span,
Yet leaves the greater gloom untouched, unread.
The silence speaks of watchers not yet man,
Of eyes that blink in walls too old to fall,
Of minds that wait beyond time’s measured plan.
Four roads unfurl before him in the hall,
Each veiled in shadow’s robe, each void of sign;
Yet in his chest he feels a mystic call.
No chart is drawn, no compass may align,
But fate, or something kindred, gives him spine,
And draws him forth through thresholds serpentine.
He halts once more upon the threshold’s line,
And in that pause, the wound within does flare,
A pulse of pain, the echo of design.
He sees again the smile, the sudden glare,
The hand once trusted, now the viper’s kin;
Was it a friend—or love—that wrought despair?
The moment strikes him like a frost within,
A fleeting lash across his guarded chest,
Where memory and sorrow intertwine.
How sweet the seed of bitterness could rest,
And take its root where soil of grief is deep;
Yet he denies it, though his heart protests.
He closes eyes as one who dares to leap,
And breathes, a breath he held through shadowed years,
And in its hush, a vow he dares to keep.
No god of old receives his silent tears,
But night itself, and all the unknown ways,
He prays to now, and casts aside his fears.
“Let truth guide me,” he whispers, voice barely more than a thought. “Let suffering turn to insight, let this exile become a path.” The lantern flickers as if in answer.
Thus does he pass into the city’s keep,
Where silence rises like a vaulted hymn,
A shadowed choir where light forgets to sleep.
Through half - seen paths and arches ghostly dim,
The dream unfolds its labyrinthine grace,
And breathes a hush both reverent and grim.
The air is changed—cool, steeped in sacred space,
As though the walls themselves draw in a breath;
A stillness clothed in time’s forgotten face.
A murmur stirs, though none give voice to death,
Yet on the edge of sense, soft whispers play—
Or is it blood that drums its mortal meth?
He hears not words, but winds that drift and sway:
Power, pleasure, silence, truth they name,
Unspoken heralds veiled in twilight’s gray.
He knows them not, nor yet their trials’ claim,
But feels their gaze, like watchers on a stage,
Where he, unbidden, walks into their frame.
With lantern high, the Pilgrim takes his stride,
His solitude a cloak both worn and thin;
Yet ghostly kin walk silent at his side.
His memories, like phantoms drawn within,
And longing, like a shadow’s gentle breath,
Accompany his path where none have been.
The wound remains, though not the wound of death,
But that which mends through motion’s solemn art;
Each step a stitch that hems the seam of wrath.
Behind, the gate dissolves, a dream’s depart;
Before him, broader winds the widening way,
Where silence speaks to courage in the heart.
No stars above the dream - city hold sway,
Only the swirl of dark that reigns the dome,
Yet there a light flares faint as dawning day.
Upon a tower high or hidden home,
It sparks, then others answer through the veil,
Like whispered names of lords who never roam.
He sees not all, yet each begins the tale:
A citadel for Power, proud and high;
A garden glows where Pleasure’s masks prevail;
Truth waits in mirrors none may yet descry,
While Silence guards the deep in cloistered gloom—
And each now marks his passage with their eye.
Now through the narrow street his path is wound,
Where stones, time - slick, breathe sweat from dreaming stone,
As though the city sleeps with pulse and sound.
He feels within, not wholly not alone,
A dream not forged by fate or fate alone,
But shaped by self, by wound, by loss well known.
No path remains to lead the Pilgrim home,
What’s left is forward, through what trials wait,
Through veils of dread and voices carved in loam.
He draws a breath to quell the weight of fate,
Lets silence hold him like a mother’s shroud,
And pulls his cloak against the soul’s cold state.
The chill he fights is one no wind has ploughed,
But rises from within, where sorrows steep;
Yet still he walks, though pain within him howled.
The lantern casts its light in circles deep,
Where motes like trembling stars begin to glide,
Small worlds that twirl where quiet shadows sleep.
He watches them and sees, though mystified,
That even lights so frail can shift the gloom,
That darkness parts when lesser flames abide.
He was a flicker at the city’s womb,
A flame near spent, near silence, near eclipse;
But now he steps beyond the gate of doom.
And though no god has kissed his mortal lips,
He bears the hope that through these dream - born trips,
He’ll learn to ask the truth with steady grips.